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membru din 25 iulie 2013

in the absence of everything

        『I`m not trying to avoid you, you are just ignorant. You feel like everything
    belongs to you, but I have warned you. You` re like a bird. You are flying in the sky,
    but you don`t care about the others, you care just about your flight and your
                                            resolutions.』
   I want to feel your careness. I want to know what`s on your soul. I want to hold you when you`re down. I`ve tried to be your one and only, but you didn`t care. You told me that you loved me, but you never showed it to me. You wrote me novels about how much you loved me, but something was missing. You were telling that, but you didn`t even feel it. So that`s why I am now stuck in the darkness. That`s why my soul doesn`t belong to anyone. Because you broke me. I was the moon, you were the sun. We were supposed to complete each other. We were supposed to be toghether. You were the one I cared the most. I just wanted to talk to you, to know if you are ok. You were the most important thing in my life. I`m broken. I`m empty, but I`ll go on. I`ll go on, I don`t have any alternatives. I made mistakes, you didn`t forgive me. It`s ok, I understand. I won`t come into your life again. xx
   
   Voices in my head are messing me out. They are playing with me, they are making me insane, they want me to go crazy. They want me to make me more empty. They don`t have limits. They are creeping me out. They are trying to make me feel desperate. They are trying to make me feel guilty. They are trying to make me feel guilty. Guilty as fck. But I will beat them up. I will fight them until they leave. Until they don`t have enough power to defeat me. How do you feel after I told you all of this? Do you feel pleasure? Do you feel good when I suffer how I made you suffer? It`s not karma, it`s life. Life makes us powerful. Deal with everything. You will get over it. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

            I`m not trying to fix anything. I`m just fighting. Fighting with myself. But don`t forget. Don`t
            forget everything we did toghether. Remember to love yourself first, after that, care about
            th others. I understand why you didn`t care about me. Because you didn`t care about yourself first.
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